Holding a Cactus

It's so hard to maintain this feeling 
Even though the whole logical things come to head 
I feel like i'm drowning inside 

It's so hard to control this emotion 
Even though the whole peaceful things come to heart 
I still feel like, i'm drowning deeper 

Many times i reached your door 
Many times i saw it closed 
Many times i knocked at your door 
Many times i got it locked 

It's too hard to believe, but it's true.. 
I feel like being unwanted..
I feel like i'm holding a Cactus..


-2009 Missing Someone